http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/-t1.htm Tue, 01 Sep 2009 13:00:59 GMT 10 http://i257.photobucket.com/albums/hh232/sammicambray/001-1.jpg http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/-t1.htm http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/4-days-until-our-birth-anniversay-t490.htm Breederofboys I thought i would start a thread in here. In 4 days my babe will be 1. SO much to celebrate, so much to be sad about. He was my second CS babe. So much sadness surrounds this cs. So much I could have done better self blame shit. I try and remember all the positiveness that came immediately after the surgery. He never left my chest he breast fed in theatre the cord was left until it finished pulsating. But not lotus as i had wished. He never left my side. None ... Healing Circle Tue, 01 Sep 2009 13:00:59 GMT http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/4-days-until-our-birth-anniversay-t490.htm#2750 http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/4-days-until-our-birth-anniversay-t490.htm http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/for-heket-t386.htm kilmeny ]]> Healing Circle Sun, 04 Jan 2009 05:06:27 GMT http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/for-heket-t386.htm#2183 http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/for-heket-t386.htm http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/thanx-sammi-and-everyone-t402.htm Morgaine and although I'm not very talkative I was very grateful for the kind thought at this time.

So thanx to Sammi, and everyone who has send kind wishes my way ]]> Healing Circle Tue, 27 Jan 2009 11:06:52 GMT http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/thanx-sammi-and-everyone-t402.htm#2296 http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/thanx-sammi-and-everyone-t402.htm http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/healing-circle-for-purplegirl-t358.htm Sammi Liz, we surround you with love at this time of crisis. I wish you self awareness, peace and reflection during this time. Be gentle with yourself, and know that whilst this trauma is isolating, we are here with you.]]> Healing Circle Fri, 21 Nov 2008 12:17:32 GMT http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/healing-circle-for-purplegirl-t358.htm#2022 http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/healing-circle-for-purplegirl-t358.htm http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/healing-circle-for-eilis-t285.htm Sammi Liz, Please know that many women around the country have you and your family in your thoughts and heart. I wish you a healing journey full of growth, love, support, peace and light. You are a woman with a magnificently beautiful soul, and that inner beauty will guide you at this difficult time. Healing Circle Sun, 28 Sep 2008 12:05:32 GMT http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/healing-circle-for-eilis-t285.htm#1472 http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/healing-circle-for-eilis-t285.htm http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/a-new-road-for-us-t229.htm Morgaine Just some random thoughts and rambling....... My period has just returned. It's making me feel really positive because now I know I can take my fertility into my own hands again. I realise now that I was feeling like I would never have another baby, and I felt hideously infertile because of losing James. His due date has been and gone. It was a really hard week. But now it's over it's like a small weight has lifted off my shoulders. I know that having another baby will never take away ... Healing Circle Fri, 09 May 2008 12:00:50 GMT http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/a-new-road-for-us-t229.htm#1205 http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/a-new-road-for-us-t229.htm http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/avoiding-the-hard-yards-t259.htm Morgaine What do you do to avoid working through your birth rape? After my real, and first birthrape I was unable to bond. I think I tried to forget that I was a mother by separating myself from my baby. That's very sad isn't it. After Spikee, I clung to the ideal that surgery had been necessary because the thought of enduring it twice for no reason was waaaaay too much. (turns out it probably was necessary, but in those early days I had to fight myself a bit ) After James was born I cleaned ... Healing Circle Fri, 08 Aug 2008 15:29:28 GMT http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/avoiding-the-hard-yards-t259.htm#1384 http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/avoiding-the-hard-yards-t259.htm http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/for-sammi-t255.htm Morgaine Sammi needs our love and kind thoughts atm. She is having some difficulties on her healing journey and we need to send our love and healing vibes to her! Sammi, please know you're in our thoughts while you face this new phase in your healing journey. As each new leaf opens up it reveals a new layer or part of your TRUE self, and that is not always easy or pleasurable. But I know you are determined to heal well, and heal fully, so I hope you are able to fully embrace the pain as a tool for ... Healing Circle Mon, 28 Jul 2008 12:11:48 GMT http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/for-sammi-t255.htm#1356 http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/for-sammi-t255.htm http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/the-challenge-of-healing-t264.htm Morgaine Sometimes on our healing road we have to hear things we don't like, or read them in our notes, or come to terms with rape. How do we deal with the challenges in our paths? I think that - especially when something doesn't sit right with us - we need to examine it closely to see WHY. For example some people are uncomfortable with anger, others defend the right of hospital staff over their own hearts and minds, some people think their bodies failed them when in reality is was the uncaring conveyerbelt ... Healing Circle Sun, 17 Aug 2008 11:11:16 GMT http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/the-challenge-of-healing-t264.htm#1408 http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/the-challenge-of-healing-t264.htm http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/getting-mad-t215.htm Morgaine After your birth trauma did you get angry? Why / why not? I think many of us are unable to get angry. We feel like being angry at our treatment means that we're not greatful for our babies, we think we can't get angry about how we were treated because we didn't pay (medicare did), we think people will not understand, or that they won't listen and being angry can't fix anything anyway. Well being angry CAN fix something. It can fix US! (just for starters) If you're angry about what happened ... Healing Circle Fri, 25 Apr 2008 08:37:04 GMT http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/getting-mad-t215.htm#1113 http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/getting-mad-t215.htm http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/being-born-blessed-born-in-the-rain-by-leilah-mccracken-t96.htm Janet Being Born Blessed (born in the rain) -by Leilah McCracken If I were a baby being born today- I'd want to be born in the rain. It is a warm summer day, and the rain would feel lovely to be born into. I would want my mother to dance in the trees, holding onto them for anchoring and power- I would want her to swing her hips while holding onto monolithic boughs and trunks. I would want her to bellow and roar, fill the forest with her wild animal noises and passion. If ... Healing Circle Thu, 06 Mar 2008 08:34:26 GMT http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/being-born-blessed-born-in-the-rain-by-leilah-mccracken-t96.htm#355 http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/being-born-blessed-born-in-the-rain-by-leilah-mccracken-t96.htm http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/healing-circle-t5.htm Sammi Please use this space when you need support, encouragement and wisdom, and we'll surround you with love. Healing Circle Sat, 26 Jan 2008 12:30:42 GMT http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/healing-circle-t5.htm#5 http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/healing-circle-t5.htm http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/my-complaint-list-t179.htm Morgaine This is the list I have so far compiled about James's birth, it continues to grow daily. I'd like to complain about the ambulance staff who were impatient with me when I was heavily pregnant and in premature labour. They were speaking to me in the middle of contx and when I couldn't answer immediately they became rudely assertive rather than compassionate and patient - as should be their job description. Furthermore, they were impatient as I walked down my long hallway from my bed to the ... Healing Circle Fri, 28 Mar 2008 12:08:41 GMT http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/my-complaint-list-t179.htm#876 http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/my-complaint-list-t179.htm http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/healing-circle-for-lizzy-t47.htm Sammi
http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/general-birth-trauma-items-f20/feeling-raw-t46.htm

Let's surround her with love at this difficult time, and help her find light and love in her current situation.]]> Healing Circle Thu, 07 Feb 2008 09:49:44 GMT http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/healing-circle-for-lizzy-t47.htm#131 http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/healing-circle-for-lizzy-t47.htm http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/blessing-circle-for-healingmama-t22.htm Sammi Healingmama wrote: a healing circle would be wonderful though I am feeling largely at peace with my sons birth it will have been 2 years in March and last night while editing out names (though those who know our story will know who we are) I found I wasn't as confronted by going through it all again whereas in the past it has been a stepping stone for more tears, anger and flashbacks. For me this is showing how time is helping to heal those wounds So instead of a healing circle, ... Healing Circle Tue, 29 Jan 2008 00:14:38 GMT http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/blessing-circle-for-healingmama-t22.htm#58 http://birthhealing.forummotion.com/healing-circle-f11/blessing-circle-for-healingmama-t22.htm